Everyone has heard about living life one day at a time and I am sure many have tried it also. TBH, I have been trying it for a long and I am nowhere close to it.
Certain emotions and situations take very long to change, especially when you have nothing else to fall back on. My usual go-to option was ignorance but off late I have made a conscious decision to no ignore my thoughts and let them take their own course over time. Grief or should I say unhappiness is something that finds its way back even if you are in the best of situations. All it takes is a small trigger to go through all the emotions and feel beaten up. And if your loved ones are going through the same, it rubs on you. It just feels like an emotional rollercoaster in an endless loop.
It is not all doom and gloom though. There are happy moments that come by in between but are normally ignored in the grand scheme of unhappiness. All I can say is to fully enjoy and hold on to it as long as it lasts. It helps shrug off some cobwebs and bring in some energy. If possible, try to share it with your others, you never know it could be the ray of hope they were looking for.
So after a few bad days of cluelessness (the feeling of drifting away with no meaning to life) and too much work, today morning felt good. I wasn't in a hurry and so far have been calm with a small smile on my face. I don't know what caused it and I won't break my head thinking of it. I will enjoy this bliss until it lasts and hope it gives me the strength for the busy few weeks.
One day at a time might be difficult, but we can definitely relish one moment at a time 💓
dono the exact date, must be early June :D
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