I have always believed in God being all around us. And they come in all forms, all beliefs, all religions, nature, etc, it is the faith that matters. I start the day with a prayer and end with one and probably 100's in between that. I just need to focus in my head to visualise any temple in my head if needed. But today I realised I missed God from the temple opposite my house.
Thanks to the renovation work from the last 5 months, the temple was closed. I was so used to seeing the diety everyday morning from outside on the way to work or to drop the kiddo I had become a daily routine. I had not seen the murthy for last 4-5 months and I was ok all this while. Today when it was reopend with a homa and all the chanting, it felt really emotional. I almost had tears in my eyes, like I was meeting my guru, my mentor, my friend after a long time. Eyes were wet and heart was full of gratitude, just thanked him for coming back in my life and obviously prayed for everyones good health and happiness. I needed him to be around, he gave me hope, strength at times when I saw nothing.
Yes, I was missing God!!!
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